Weirdness.

As tired as I felt when I went to bed, I have no idea why I am awake now.  I am feeling rather anxious, and worse, I feel seriously confused.  Something seems truly wrong with my brain right now.  I cannot describe it well beyond anxiety and confusion… just this feeling of wrongness.  I mainly wish I was simply sleeping now, not bouncing around feeling all weird.


It doesn't help that this is the ninth anniversary of Fujiko and I meeting.  Being awake leaves me too open to struggling with being without her now.  I miss her so much… words will never express the hole in my heart, in my life...

Hark! The herald doggies bark!

It is Christmas Eve and I just went outside with a rather excited Max.  Listening as we walked, it seems like nearly every dog within earshot is barking up a storm.  The chorus of dog voices is really quite amazing.  Do they all sense something that we cannot?